The happiness we had, the gloominess between us...

...we're just an ordinary family to face all that. Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for rewarding me such a beautiful family.

Salam all. :)

Last few days, my sister posted something on her Facebook status. Truthfully, I feel like crying when I read it. To watch my baby sister's growing. She's 15 already. Isn't that just so fast. She's big now, real BIG I must say. Bigger than me, physically. Haha. :p No, I'm not going to talk about that. But it's about the elders.

We're close when we were small but as time goes by, I can see a distance between us all. But Allah is the Almighty, He brought us back together when we enter the age of 20s. We're getting closer each day without we're realizing it. :)

There's one time, I feel terribly sad. To think that we're not going to be the same again when we're all got our own family. Not going to be same again, I mean, got another commitment to be focus on. Seeing you guys with the one you love. I'm sincerely happy but at the same time, I feel like hating. Hate the fact that I have to let go you guys someday. Selfish I am. But it's life, I have to admit it. I could be the happiest person to see you guys entering the marriage life but I could also be the saddest person to let you guys go. :( *crying deep down inside*

Wanted to say more, but couldn't help myself feel like crying. I just can't continue this entry. :/

p/s: I love them with all my heart.